nine months into Orlando...

wow, seven months have gone by since my last post. shame on me. no really. i shouldve been blogging more to help get the clutter out of my brain and also to document what's been going on (and not going on) since my relocation to Florida. i'll try to do better. so where should i begin? i guess i'll start from the beginning. what made me decide to pick my child up from the only home environment he knew (which really wasn't ours to begin with) and relocate to another state... what made me decide to leave all that i knew behind to start anew in Florida... what was i running from... what was i running to... what were my expectations... what pushed me over the edge... UNCOMFORTABLE COMFORT ZONES!!! it's been just about nine months since our move. my son LOVES his school and teachers. He LOVES being in Florida and considers himself a lifelong Floridian. I love the ambiance, the greenery, the lakes, the palm trees, and just the laid back nature of things out here. That hustle and bustle life in NYC isn't for me anymore. I'm not where I'd like to be as yet, but baby steps are in order. NOt to mention I serve a mighty God. With a flick of His wrist, a blink of His eye, a snap of His finger... He can allow so much to manifest in my favor. So in the meantime I wait on Him. But that wait, tho.. Lord, I want and need to be independent. NOt of you but of others. Help me. COme through for me. For us. You see what's in my head, in my heart. You even see what I can't see. YOU'RE a GOD of suddenlies. Change life for us for the better in a SUDDEN move of our hand. It's time, Lord. It's time.