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Kinda sad right now. This sadness has been relentlessly chasing me for a few weeks and I've fought the vulnerability of this feeling with everything in me but today... I just might have lost this fight.

I hate feeling vulnerable. You know that feeling of being on the verge  of tears...the few moments right before the first teardrop slowly crawls down your cheek...the moment when you try to stop the tears from falling by looking up....well, imagine feeling that way occasionally throughout the day or night without any real explanation as to why. And imagine those tears never actually coming out. They tingle my eyelids and somehow even cause my lips to quiver, but I refuse for those tears to come out. Pretty frustrating of a felling, but I refuse to cry. I refuse!

Whelp, I just wanted to share that moment with you. Maybe I'll take a walk before it gets too dark.