One of my biggest frustrations right now is that I am in neeeeeeeed of a major change. Actually, a few major changes and I want them all at once. I want to lose weight. I want to MOVE AND GET MY OWN PLACE. As far as moving... I guess 2013 will be my year because that's when I'll be done with my program and will start working and making enough to do so. Maybe not... maybe the Good Lord Almighty will part the red seas for me before that and move me to my own place. Lord, you will get ALL the glory!!!!! If not, it's aright. I think the Lord wants me to take baby steps with stuff so I'll try to be more patient.
My weight has always been an issue for me. I mean for as long as I can remember, Ive always been the biggest girl. I hate my stomach and I've noticed that it's gotten worse since my surgery (left ovary and fallopian tube removed). I've started the healthy eating stuff but I nned to workout. That's the only way things will get better in MY eyes.
I'm restless. I don't feel comfortable in my skin. I feel as if I should be involved in something other than school and motherhood. Although those two occupations take up the majority of my time and energy... I want something else to do. I want to go out more. I want to see more. Sigh... I want a different routine. Sigh, so restless. But God is good! A restless Tish wasn't such a good thing at one time. Now, it's all positive and fun.
Pray for me.
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