So much to share... where should I start? First off, hey!! How've you been? I've been alright. These past few months have been pretty interesting, to say the least. WHERE SHOULD I BEGIN?? Well, I guess I'll start with school. Yeah, your girl has been in school since July. I'm taking baby steps toward that nursing degree. Yep, nursing. Something that I've been running away from since high school. Something I could've and should've done 15 years ago, lol. It is what it is, though. There have been lots of bumps and twists in this interesting life of mine. At one point, I had absolutely no control over my life and just spiralled toward a direction that only God knows where I would've ended up. I'm still grateful for the experiences (remind me to fill you in on a few one day) because I've learned so much from them. Some lessons I feel were pretty unnecessary but they were learned none the less. By this time next year, I'll be a Practical Nurse and on my way to becomming a Registered Nurse. God has been sooooo good to me. More on this nursing school experience on another day.
My baby boy is enjoying kindergarten. SO much so that he's been named the Student of the Month TWICE this school year. He's at the head of his class and loves learning. He's an inspiration to me in soooo many ways. I thank God for him everyday and just ask that HE gives me the strength and wisdom to raise him well.
I'm back on my healthy kick. Well, I'm munching on some party mix as I'm typing this :-/
Baby steps!! Lol
Still single. Yep. And that's finally alright with me. I realize that I need to work on myself. I need to focus on my education and future career and really need to upgrade myself before I can allow anyone into my life. I'm amazing now...but will be super duper amazing once I've reached certain goals.
My heart kinda got broken last year... but I knew it was coming. Imagined it coming and how I'd handle it. Things never really happen the way you imagine, lol. What can I say? I know how I felt. Looking back, I might have gone about the entire situation the wrong way... but at the time, it was really out of my control. I never felt such strong feelings for someone so soon. Before I knew it, I was head-over-heels and had worn my "heart on my sleeves". My feelings for him were too strong too soon and so it became what it was instead of what it could've been. A TOUGH lesson learned. He's long gone now and I hope nothing but the best for him. Knowing him, he's an angel of a husband and I'm sure his wife feels like the most blessed woman on this planet. I can understand why. I pray that I can get a do-over with someone like him. The chemistry between us was undeniable. God is good... I'll be patient.
Well...I'll end it here for tonight. Enough boring stuff about my life, lol. More posts more often... I'll do my best. Thanks for listening (reading).
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