i'm still up...

again, it's way past my bedtime and i'm up eating frosted flakes (without milk). it's only because i'm single... cuz i know that i know that I KNOW that if i was married right now, i'd be in bed with my man! we'd either be listening to music in each others arms, going for round two or three, or be KNOCKED OUT from round four! Lol... it'll happen. and when it does, it'll be 100 times better than i've ever imagined. he's out there. i know he is. and we're being prepared for each other... (just wish it wouldn't take so damn long, lol).  i can't wait to be his wife. can't wait to love him and for him to love me. can't wait for our families to be family.  sometimes i feel as if i already know him, even if we've never met. it's as if our spirits are connected even now. i might have already met him (sigh) and if so, i can't wait for us to make up for time lost. but if he's someone that i've never met... i'm glad my spirit can feel his and i know that his spirit can feel mine.

i'm coming, baby... wait for me.